kelsie

Wed, 27 May 2009 07:08:14 GMT

why do i do these things when i should be doing my homework? why?

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Wed, 17 Dec 2008 01:09:42 GMT

I should be working on my finals, but i think i'll wait just a little longer.
I have so much to do in the next few days, but then i'm coming hooome! I know I was home like a month ago but i'm always so excited to go back :] only 3 finals left, 1 of which i'm really worried about. The others will be pretty easy. I'm really dreading packing up all my shit, again. It'll be a good move though, heading to west hollywood. It should be a lot easier to get a job there which is awesome considering i've only got $200 left to last me until summer. I just can't help my shopping habit, ha!
Other than that, nothing too exciting has been going on, i'm stuck downtown but not for much longer! I've actually been painting a lot lately when i've got nothing to do. It's kinda weird cause i've never really been into it before, but it's a nice hobby right?
i guess i should start studying?

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 22:06:08 GMT

time to update:
moving in went really well, all my roommates are pretty cool and one of them is from England! The apartment is nice, being on the 12th floor is weird though. we're still having a few problems. No AC, no cable, and we have a few ants :[ but we're working on getting all that fixed, it's taking forever though. Orientation was okay i guess, mostly just seminars and meetings that were unnecessary. the job fair went well also, but they were mostly looking for seasonal people and i'm going home for christmas so we'll see how that goes. i really need a job though cause my parents aren't giving me anymore money and i've been spending like crazy! there's just so much good shopping here i can't help myself! I've only gone down to Hollywood once so far, but it was really fun. We walked down Melrose Ave. and went into Rob and Big's backyard haha! We're planning on going there a lot more though cause we've figured out how to take the subway and busses there and we googled a bunch of clubs that we want to go to and i'm really excited for that.
I had my first day of class today, only 2 classes. at 830 i had survey of western art 1 which i really enjoyed. the 3 hour period went by really quick because it was really interesting and my professor is so funny and nice. then at 12 i had writing skills which was stupid as shit. I don't get any credit for it but i have to take cause i fucked up my placement test. it's so gay so i just pulled an essay out of my ass really quick and left.
I'm looking forward to starting the rest of my classes though, i have one tomorrow at 12 and then monday at 830 and 12. this weekend should be fun as well, we've got all club nights planned already, lolz
anywayss, here are some pictures finally! there's only a few though, i just got my camera.

sorry they're so big, i'm too lazy to resize them ha

The floorplan of my apartment, 1205

MANAHATTAN BEACH

i would kill to live in any one of the houses along this beach, they are allllll so beautiful

2 of 3 roommates: Becky (from England), Maki, me, and Maki's friend Olivia

I'm loving it here so far, but i miss all my friends so much :'[ I'll be back for Thanksgiving though!

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 19:45:39 GMT

MY APARTMENT!
my internet sucks right now, we still don't have wireless internet in our room. but I'm going to post more pictures later

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 20:54:54 GMT

25 days and counting, I'm so readyy

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 04:58:21 GMT

tim gunn is even better in person :]!

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 22:26:09 GMT

i remember when i could wake up late on saturday, leave the house an hour after i woke up, and be out allllllll day. hanging out with my friends, doing fun shit all fuckin' day and it didn't matter how long i was out or what i was doing because i had saturday off. now i can't even hang out at all cause i work pretty much every fuckin' day. i'm not complaining, i need a job and i make pretty good money, but working 5 of 7 days and closing 5 of 5 shifts is pretty shitty. especially when that means i close every friday, every saturday, every sunday. WHERE THE FUCK ARE MY WEEKENDS?! i'm working 25-32 hours a week, that a fuckin' full time job almost and i'm still in high school, i'm only 17. it's my senior year and i get to hang out maybeee twice a week, what the fuck, seriously.

:'[

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 23:53:09 GMT

lately i've really been wanting to dye my hair brown again. like this, maybeeee:

but i've already spent so much money getting it blond, and i never even got it to how i originally wanted it to look. what to do, what to dooooooo?!

this is the only drama i have going on in my life right now, haha! i l0o0o0oveee SeNioR YeARrr!!!

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 18:36:04 GMT

Fri, 01 Jun 2007 18:09:33 GMT

awkcity, population: me

Mon, 28 May 2007 21:12:25 GMT

summer has been gooooood!
started work today, it ended on the best note for sure. Right as i was about to walk out the door, a little boy told me i was cute, ha! good to know that someone thinks so :]

Mon, 21 May 2007 02:54:25 GMT

i'm really counting on this summer being better than this year was. i feel like i'm digging myself into a hole and i just keep on fuckin' up and there is nothing i can do to make anything better for anyone anymore. shittttt.

Sat, 19 May 2007 06:08:17 GMT

Tue, 15 May 2007 03:25:54 GMT

“If someone thinks that love and peace is a cliché that must have been left behind in the Sixties, that's his problem. Love and peace are eternal.”

Thu, 10 May 2007 03:16:45 GMT

maybe it's just because it's the end of the year, but lately, i'm not me.
things are sooo weird :/

Mon, 07 May 2007 03:16:59 GMT

so many bad things are happening lately, like serious shit. i just don't get it.
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Sun, 29 Apr 2007 19:30:11 GMT

i want to see this soooo bad!

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 05:06:46 GMT

i've been in the weirdest moods lately. it's like i'm in a daze or something, i seriously almost got in so many car accidents today because i forget i'm driving. i just stare and think, and then all the sudden a car stops in front of me and i don't realize it. ha!
i've never actually been failing a class before. like i've come close, but never an actual F. it's funny that this is the year that matters most, and it's also the year i get my first real F. it's too late to try and fix it though.
i'll probably be able to get into ASU still, and i'm totally fine with that. it's actually growing on me. i don't know why everyone is trying to talk me out of it.

4 WEEKS AND WE'RE SENIORS! too weird.

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 00:07:40 GMT

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 21:24:08 GMT

i hate entreprenuership, i hate that you need it to graduate, i'm not going to start my own business, i'm not THAT dedicated.
balls, oh wellllllllllll.

Tue, 27 Mar 2007 03:40:18 GMT

i don't think i did anything wrong, so why do i feel so bad?
fuck all this shiiiiiitt :[

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 06:43:19 GMT

remember when people weren't shitty as fuck?
yea, neither do i.

it's shit like this that makes me not believe in karma.

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 01:18:36 GMT

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 03:59:18 GMT

i thought it'd be better by now, but i guess not :/
i can't complain too much though, LA was good. i'm just trying to fix this little mess i got myself into.

also, i talked to wilson today.

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 00:15:18 GMT

it's been awhile, and a lot has happened. thinking about the future makes me sick to my stomach, because i don't know anything about the future. i went on collegeboard.com for the first time, and did that college matchmaker thing. according to them, there are no colleges in the world meant for me. i wasn't picky either. i guess we'll just see how it goes, haha! i have no idea what's going to happen after high school, i'm not afraid, i'm just worried i guess. i'm so content with how things are now. not to say i'm afraid of change, i'll welcome change with open arms, i just don't want one little change to ruin everything i've come to love right now. i don't know if that makes any sense. i'm sorry if you read that and it didn't make any sense.
also, i like him [you know who i'm talking about] a lot more than it may seem and i didn't know that they dated for 3 years. that's a longggg time. i'm so afraid that he'll, all of the sudden, think that i'm not the right one, and he'll want her back. cause she definitely wants him back. i don't want to have to worry about his ex-girlfriend, but i can't help it. as much as he says he doesn't like her at all, you never know.
as pessimistic as all this sounds, i'm trying to be optimistic about things right now. i'm doing less shitty in school, summer is right around the corner, i've got a great boy, i can't complain.

oh, and also, I'M GOING TO BE AN AUNT :]]]]]]